10263) I’m scared that this disorder is going to start affecting my grades soon, but I don’t care enough to stop this.
10312) I hate that I’m not even serious. Like sometimes I forget about starving and losing weight, and I just want to eat every single thing. Then I feel like shit after and I vow that I’m gonna starve myself forever, and then I binge again. I am so horrid and disgusting, and I think I disgust everyone around me. But I would do anything to lose that fat in my thighs.